On a sweaty Sunday afternoon, a crowd mingles in the lobby of the Mainline Theatre, waiting for the Ottawauteurs, a multi-generational, all-female, actors-turned-drama-therapists, collaborative ensemble. What is to be performed is something called “playback”, a type of participatory theatre that works with the audience to create the performance through various improv forms and techniques.
Inside the theatre is a simple living room set, with some books, a plant, four seats, a keyboard, and a tiny heart shaped guitar. Hanging from a standing steel frame is a piece of large macrame with paper clothes pinned to it. As I take in the scene, the Ottawauteurs hand out cute pieces of brown paper and pens, and ask us to write in response to the question: “what does it feel like to be on the fringe?” What does that mean exactly? Well, they offer up the synonyms “daring” or “outcasted”. And for me, whenever anyone asks me to write out something I don’t know the answer to, I always draw the same thing, which is the only thing I can draw: a small flower. I hand it back to the Ottawauteur and she seems pleased regardless of its irrelevance and pins it to the macrame, to the fringe.
It’s hard for me to write about the show personal/universal mostly because it is less of a show, and more of an experience. It is an exploration of what it means to come together and to share space and time with people you don’t know, but probably have a lot more in common with than you think. “Conducted” by Leigh Bulmer, (my hunch is that each member has a chance to be “conductor” for a performance), members Shannon Rzucidlo, Hilda Coker, Natasha Williot, and Vera Kisfalvi shapeshift into poetic tableaus inspired by the various stories shared from the audience. The highschool reunion of someone who might know a contract killer, a green card marriage that maybe happened and maybe didn't, McDonald’s in the aftermath of the April ice storm, all stories transformed into abstract emotional reflections and refractions. Musician Big Daddy Queen Power eloquently soundtracks each “playback” sonically shaping the various playback forms. At times awkward, but filled with a humility and sweetness to them, The Ottawauteurs come from a place of sincere vulnerability, putting themselves in the spotlight so that we might all get a better peek into the mundane magic of each other’s lives. And so the question, “what does it feel like to be on the fringe” lingers not only with the audience, but with the performers themselves. The Ottawauteurs bravely put themselves on the fringe, navigating a changing and fluid performance structure wanting to respond to the specific people in the room with care. Curious and responsive, personal/universal seeks to get to the heart of the matter, and for us all to know each other a little better. As I leave the theatre, I feel inspired to put myself on the fringe more often, so maybe next time it won’t just be a flower drawn on the card.
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